Earned Average Dance America

Yo.

Written a bit about mist. It's generic. Predictable. Nothing new. 

I hate it. 

I will try to salvage it by rambling more though.

Sigh... 

I hate looking twice. Looking twice is quite often my downfall.. but then most of the time if I don't look twice I miss things. But there is a divide...

If it's my own creation, something vaguely artistic, don't look twice. Turn my back and leave it.. 

If it's someone else's, or something of mine which is vaguely academic.. Look twice. 

It's like.. in my head I have the idea, the plan, the methods of carrying it out.. but in reality it is bland and nothing novel. And I want to tear it all up, rip it all apart and try to forget I ever had anything to do with it.. 

humph. 

FWL and LSS were right about the perfection complex then. 

Hum. 

For some insane reason, I decided to look and see if my timetable for next year was available yet. It wasn't an insane reason actually.. it was to check that all the lectures are actually held in the same fac. But anyway. 

I'm not looking forward to the lectures. I sense a lot of loafing about in between.. 

Anyways.. 

I re-read the first sandman volume.. decided to get the third one so I have something to move onto after I redo the second.. I finished the squee half also. Love JV. 

I think I aspire too high. Need to realise I'm not capable.. 

Rar. I want it to be august already. And then september straightafter. And then it can slow down..

Humm.. think I'll work on making the manifesto digital tomorrow.. dum de dumm.. do de doo..

And one day, I will talk about Batman. 

~over and out

Music

Earned Average Dance America - The Seedy Seeds

Rebellion (lies) - The Arcade Fire

not telling

Tranquilize - The Killers

Universal Speech - The Go! Team

Anorak And Other Complicated Words Beginning With An A - The Lovekevins

Mic Tester - Northern State

Behave! - Frightened Rabbit

Just Like Heaven - The Cure

Wearing My Rolex - Wiley

Bone Chaos In The Castle - Kaki King