Tranquilize

I would like to be tranquilized right now. It would be very nice to get away from this unending.. well I don't quite know what it is. But it would be nice to have a break.. without time necessarily going on. Because it's going freakily fast. I don't like growing up. I don't like application forms. I don't like not knowing. 

Did you know that in the law fac there is a vending machine? There is a vending machine. There are three in fact. Well five if you include coffee. But anyway. One of these machines vends water. And for two days in a row now I have tried to buy a bottle of water from this machine, and for two days in a row it has refused my last 5p. I don't understand why it doesn't like me and my 5 pence pieces. Or, if it is the same 5p, what exactly is so offensive about it. I've looked at it. It doesn't look like a counterfeit. Everything's aligned, it isn't too thin, the markings are sharp.. Maybe the machine just doesn't like me. I want it to like me. I don't want to make enemies in the law fac.. I need all the friends I can get. And that includes machines. Especially vending machines that vend me things. Things like water. Or coffee. 

I need to go sort out a bid for some money soon.. it's not gonna work. I can't see any space on the form for an explanation of the circular problem of funding.. Maybe I'll just draw a diagram on a post it and stick it on. 

Wheeeeee! I get a lie in tomorrow! Well, 'lie in' in the sense that I don't have to wake up at fuck o'clock to check a virtual flag and then go out depending on the colour. Was out this morning. We are so atrocious at the minute. Still. It was nice to see that people in boats that actually look half decent looked so totally over the whole rowing thing as well. 

arg.. feck. Always get interrupted by the clock. 

Will finish laters