Where Does The Good Go?

I.. oh god. I don't want to do this again. I really really badly do not want to do this again. 

And yet, I've gone and pissing done it. 

And I want to throw up. 

I just wanted to keep everyone happy. I didn't want to get everything wrong again. And I have. And I can't seem to stop doing it, no matter how much I want to. 

I just don't think. 

Except that I do think. I try to think. I think about as many variables as possible so as not to get things wrong.. and not to hurt people.. and I do it so much that I miss the OBVIOUS. 

And I just continually fuck up. 

And I really love her. 

Tegan and Sara - Where does the good go?

Josh - Synthetics

Dntel - Dumb Luck

The Cure - Love Song